Spur Of The Moment

Like nobody else

2012-02-09T23:12:00.003+08:00

Because he makes me laugh like nobody else :)
And this is me genuinely laughing, why? Because he was tickling me in an attempt to get a shot of me laughing. heh

LOVE LOVE LOVE <3

Guess WHAT?!?!?

2012-02-06T23:47:00.002+08:00

Guess what peeps?!?!?

I'm still home! in Damansara!!

Mum wanted me to postpone my flight so here I am. Will only be heading back on the 17th :)

So glad! dreading going back to Glasgow...

Pre-Birthday

2012-02-01T00:17:00.003+08:00

He's birthday is on the 22nd of February but I won't be home for it..
Sooo.. we decided to celebrate it early :)

I hired a car service to pick me up and then pick him up at his hostel with him not having a clue whatsoever.
He was beyond surprised! heehee :D

We then went for dinner at this really nice Italian restaurant and just had such a good time :)

I'm glad that everything went well.
I'm glad that he had a good time

But that'll be the last time I'll see him before I head back to the UK in 2 days :'(

Ahmad Asyraf Mohamad Nazari,
I love you :*

I am home!

2012-01-24T08:44:00.002+08:00

Yes yes yes.. I am home!
for like 10 days. wheeeeeeee :D
So glad to be home

I just don't like it

2012-01-21T08:50:00.001+08:00

I don't like it when other people get involved.
I just don't.
In every aspect of my life. I don't like it when other people get involved when the matters don't actually involve them.
It annoys me

ALL DONE!

2012-01-21T01:49:00.002+08:00

Prelims are done!!!

WOOOHOOOOOOOOOO BABEYH!!

That is all

1 down!

2012-01-14T03:10:00.002+08:00

1 subject down. 4 to go!!
Just glad that I'm done with English.. :)

*175 days to go

Here we go

2012-01-09T20:50:00.000+08:00

Back to the grind tomorrow.

School's starting again and after like 3 weeks off, I am really dreaaaddiiinnggg it :/

Sangat sangat sangat malas. haish

and yeap, prelims start on Friday.

First paper? English which I'm probably gonna fail.

I'm so nervous.

Haisshh..

Hopefully I'll do well.

I wanna make mama and babah proud <3

*179 days to go

Because we have the most fun

2012-01-08T23:55:00.000+08:00

And he makes me the happiest person on earth!

Just another of our epic moments thru skype :)

It's amazing how he's miles and miles away from me but he's always still making me smile.
It's amazing how knows just how to make my day especially after an awful or stressing one.
No right words can describe how happy I am with him and how grateful I am to have him in my life.

It's moments like these, that I think to myself..
I don't mind going thru anything with you as long as I have you forever
and it's moments like these that make me wanna tell you that
I wouldn't mind having this to go home to everyday of my life
Going home to the person who know exactly how to make me happy :')

I know you're gonna hate me for talking future and all that
But I just really needed to say it..

Oh, I can't wait to see you :)

*180 days to go.. or maybe sooner :*

Twenty Twelve

2012-01-02T04:22:00.002+08:00

First photo of 2012

1st January 2012!!

Here's to a new year and may it be as amazing better yet, even more amazing than 2011 :)
It's going to be a hard year, definitely but hopefully I'll be able to get thru it fine
Amiinnn :)

*186 days to go

Just one more day

2011-12-30T22:00:00.000+08:00

Can you believe it?!
Just one more day of 2011 left! :O

This year has gone by way too fast..
It's been a roller coaster year
A lot has happened.. some good, some bad
But no matter what, I enjoyed 2011.
And though I am scared that everything's moving too fast and I'm getting older
I am looking forward to 2012! :)

*188 days to go

1 Year!

2011-12-29T13:05:00.000+08:00

Today's the day!

29.12.11 marks our one year anniversary!
Can you believe it? We actually made it thru :)
It's still hard for me to believe it myself.. but yeah
I am over the moon happy that we've made it this far

He's probably the best thing that's happened to me.. well so far. heh
We've been thru a lot together
Ups and downs
Arguments and insecurities the most.. heh
And to be honest, I am very much surprised that he's stayed..

I am glad that I have you in my life
You make me so happy.. the type of happy that I've never had with anyone else before
I love how we're so comfortable with each other
How we can talk about ANYTHING
How I can always count on you
And how I know that you'll always hold on to your words.. :)

If I were to write everything I love about us.. it'll take forever.
and I wouldn't find the right words to describe it.
So I'll finish off..

I just know that you make me happy
And I hope that you won't ever stop :)

I love you :*
And I will see you soon ;)

*189 days to go

Boxing Day Knockout

2011-12-27T14:00:00.000+08:00

See the tons of shopping bags?
That was only the first half of the day worths of shopping from yesterday!

We went out at 5.30am to queu up at Next as the doors open at 6.
Spent an hour in there and then me and kak hawa split up to do our own shopping.
By 12, we had tons of bags and could no longer carry them so we decided to go home and have lunch..
and went back out!

We finally got back at 7pm!
Got most of the things I wanted and some other stuff too.
Body's all sore and everything hurts but it was so totally worth it!

*191 days to go

2011-12-25T22:14:00.000+08:00

I genuinely have no idea what to put as the title so malas lah... heh

Anyways, Merry Christmas everyone!
Hope you guys have had an amazing xmas :)

I spent most of my day, skyping with the dear boyfie.
Both in bed and muka busuk tak tahan. hahaha
Oh well, in the words of Mr. Asyraf: 'muka u bangun tidur pun still gojes tau'
HAHAHAHA ignore the spelling of gorgeous,.. that was on purpose.

I'm super excited for tomorrow. BOXING DAY!
a whole lotta shopping!!! :D

But yeah, I can't believe 2011's coming to an end :O
Let's make the best of it shall we :)

*193 days to go :*

The thought that counts

2011-12-24T09:09:00.002+08:00

That's Geetha and me at Rhea's birthday dinner party :)

Headed to Topolinos for Rhea's birthday celebration.. It was just us 5 which was really nice :)
The food was really good, we stuffed ourselves mad!
We then wet back to Rhea's for a sleepover.. :)
Opened all our pressies at midnight!
I loved every single one of mine and am so glad that everyone loved theirs :D

Presents that Rhea and Shauma got me

Had such a good time with the girls :)

Now, christmas then I need to start studying for prelims...gaaaaahhh

*194 days to go

*oh and 5 days till 1 year!!!! :D

I love you babyyyyy :*

Gold Rush

2011-12-22T04:05:00.002+08:00

Me and Ali :)

I am finally on Xmas break!!! woohhooooo!! :D

I actually made it thru my first term at a new school.. Didn't think it was possible but here I am.

It's been a great start.. And I am so happy to where I am.

Alhamdulillah :)

*196 days to go

Fa La la La

2011-12-18T06:51:00.001+08:00

Just 2 1/2 days more of school and that's this term over. I will then be on Christmas break for like 3 weeks then Prelims start immediately.

Not even going to think about prelims yet... though I am nervous

But hey, Christmas comes first and then Boxing Day and New Years.

Oh yes, and also 2 weeks till a year!! :O

I KNOW RIGHT!

Haha.. so yeap that's my update :)

*201 days to go

Nyla Salma

2011-12-07T06:19:00.001+08:00

Nyla means winner
Salma means peaceful

And that is the name of my new born niece :)

Nyla Salma Bt. Mohamad Syafiq born 5th December 2011

I just wished I was home to welcome her.. will only be able to see her during the summer
Just you wait baby girl, I am going to spoil you so much :*
I love you to bits already <3

I still can't believe that my brother is now a dad.. but I guess that's life
See you real soon Nyla :*

*211 days to go

Hang Tuah and Hang Jebat

2011-12-04T23:58:00.001+08:00

You must be wondering why my title is as it is. haha
Well, lets just say it was from one of our usual crazy skype sessions.

He never fails to make me laugh..

LalaLOVE you :*

*213 days to go

Ceilidh 2011

2011-12-03T08:41:00.001+08:00

2nd December 2011

My first ceilidh in like 7 years.. the last time I did theses dances, I was 10!
But tonight was so much fun..
I am exhausted.. but good exhausted :)

You make me smile so easily

2011-11-27T07:08:00.001+08:00

I actually have nothing to blog.. Just felt like it :)
But hey, what do you know.. November's coming to an end already!

Few more days till 11 months ;)
A month till Christmas
3 1/2 weeks till Christmas break which I am desperately in need of!
2 months till prelims
and
and
and
7 months till I go home :)

*220 days to go

Breaking Dawn

2011-11-20T06:02:00.001+08:00

If you've not seen it. You MUST go!
It is waaayy better then Eclipse.. so yeah GO! :)

Met up with the girls today, to shop shopping for shoes and dresses for St. Andrews night and went to see Breaking Dawn in the evening.

Went shoe shopping in New Look, spent forever in there!
and and and I got these really cute black lace heels :D
Then we went to have lunch at Mcdeees before heading to Debenhams to meet up with Geetha.
Ran all the way from Sauchiehall Street down to St. Enoch's..
Helped Geetha pick out a dress and a pair of shoes then we headed to the CINEMA.

Had so much fun today.. :)

*226 days to go

Laugh and smile

2011-11-18T03:33:00.001+08:00

Had our final skyping session before he goes back to Uni tomorrow and we have to go back to skyping once a week. BOOHOO :/

I'm gonna miss you love
Having you mengarut and seeing you laugh and smile this past month makes me so happy :*

Come home every weekend tau! :)

*227 days to go

1994

2011-11-12T07:58:00.001+08:00

It's the 1994s turn to sit for SPM this year.. officially starting on Monday
This year has gone by way too fast, actually everything has gone by so fast.
It felt like only yesterday that we were all form 1s and freshies and now?
All my friends will be sitting for SPM :O

Anyways, again
GOOD LUCK 94s!!! :)

First time

2011-11-06T05:43:00.002+08:00

Hello me darlings :)

For the first time in weeks, I don't have that much school work to do this weekend :D

So anyways, it's raya Haji tomorrow. My first raya without mama and babah and nenek :'(

Oh yes I miss this them so much.. <3

*238 days to go

Hello hello hello November

2011-11-04T01:17:00.001+08:00

YEAP, it's already November!
Where has the time gone huh?

But I think it's good.. sooner I get done with my Highers
the sooner I get to go home :)

It's gonna be a busy month.. let's hope I get thru it fine.. :)

*239 days to go ;)

Baby, with you

2011-10-29T22:30:00.002+08:00

10 months today!
Thru ups and downs
I didn't think that we could've even lasted 3 months.. but here we are
10 months into the relationship and I couldn't be happier :)

He makes me laugh and smile like no one else can

Happy 10 months baby
I love you :*

*244 days to go

Me loves

2011-10-18T23:28:00.000+08:00

Yes. I don't blog that often now. Most of the time I'm just extremely busy and can't be bothered
But I'll blog every now and then so that this blog doesn't feel so dead. heh

Anyways, I'm on a week break. THANK GOD
Very much needed break. So yeah, I'm just happily lazing around the house :)

I can't believe that there's only 2 weeks of October left.. :O
But I guess it's a good thing, that means the sooner I get to go home :)

Till next time then

*255 days to go

Lucky to have you

2011-10-03T03:05:00.000+08:00

This is the only way I get to see him since we're a continent away..
I look forward to our weekly skype sessions :)

I'm supposed to be doing English notes right now..
But I just had to do a post about my lovely boyfriend :*

We've been together for 9 months :)
If you were to say to me a year ago that I'd end up with him, I would've laughed my ass off. haha
But here I am, with him.
In the best relationship I've ever been in... :)

There's just something about him.. a certain charm I guess
He's an ass most of the time and memang menguji kesabaran
But he's the sweetest as well

I was reading through a post on facebook about what guys should do to their girlfriends..
And I realized, he's done most of those things
He's always been there for me
And despite him not saying it.. I know he cares
He's not a man of words.. he's a man of actions
And I love him for that
He holds on to his words and when he promises me something, he follows through
I've never had that before :')

Every time I feel like giving up on us
he's always there to assure me that everything's gonna work out
I can't imagine not having him in my life..
Even if things don't work out in the future, I still want you to be a part of my life.
You're my boyfriend but most importantly you're my friend
And you make me unbelievably happy baby :)

I don't know how else to say it..
But I am so lucky to have you
And I can't wait to see you... 270 days to go :*

October love

2011-10-02T04:59:00.002+08:00

Hello October :)

I can't believe it's October already :O
I've been here for almost a month
Sangat sekejap..
And baby, I'll be home in no time :*

Reminiscence

2011-09-24T03:39:00.004+08:00

Took a walk down memory lane yesterday with Kak Ika..
We headed to Cumbernauld.. the place where I grew up :)
Visited Kak Ika's school then we headed to Woodlands Primary School.
I met my first ever primary school teacher, Mrs. Lang :')

Mrs. Lang and me :)

We then went to Ivanhoe Road, our old neighborhood :')

136 Ivanhoe Road

Then headed to the new town centre just for fun..
It was nice to go back.. it's been 7 years after all

Glass half full

2011-09-18T20:21:00.001+08:00

I am officially in Glasgow.
Been here for 2 weeks.
School's exhausting but I've got some good friends :)

I miss home
I miss mum
I miss dad
I miss nenek
I miss Ahmad Asyraf

But yes, glass half full
I am half embracing it :)

It's finally here

2011-09-03T17:58:00.001+08:00

Hello my peeps! :)

The day's finally here.. I'll be leaving for Glasgow tonight. with kak hawa and her family, also with mama and babah since they have a conference to go to.. Kak Ika will be going on Wednesday. heehee :)

So yes, BACK TO SCHOOL on Monday. Oh my it's been so long since I've said that. Excited and nervous all at the same time.. heh

I'm looking forward to it, but I'm leaving loved ones behind. Hopefully I don't get too homesick.

and yes, the next time I'll blog, it'll be from Glasgow. heehee :)

Ahmad Asyraf, I miss you already <3

Raya '11

2011-09-02T01:23:00.002+08:00

This year was prolly the BEST Raya!

Everyone came over on the first day. Aunts and uncles and cousins and nieces and nephews :)

Our raya menu this year was; 2 whole chicken for rendang, 10kg of rendang daging, nasi impit, kuah kacang, lemang pulut hitam, lemang putih and my favourite, lemang jagung :D

I ate so much! I think the weight that I had lost during Ramadhan, all came back in a day. haha

Anyways, we took tons of photos this year.. heeehee :)

We also had a BBQ later in the evening to celebrate nenek's 80th birthday. The food was so good... mmg gemuk dah la ni. haha.

So yeah, for nenek's bday we all had to write a lil speech to read out to nenek. I wrote my in point form not knowing that you had to write in paragraph form so that it'd be easy for people to read it. I thought, we were suppose to read it out loud ourselves. heh

So when it came to mine, I read mine out.. and not even half way thru, I burst out in tears.

It was so unexpected.. everyone else started crying as well

I did not expect to cry at all but I guess it just hit me that I'm gonna leave her soon.

She's been with me my whole life..

I am gonna miss her so much <3

Anywho, I am back in KL now and I really NEED to start packing!

Raya 2011; BEST RAYA!

PS: Baby, I'm gonna miss you so much. you have no idea :'(

Late nights

2011-08-26T16:06:00.003+08:00

Had my last late night lepaks with Arif and the gang last night, since we're heading back to Tg.Malim today and only coming back a day before my flight to Glasgow. boohoo kan?

Anyways, Arif picked me up at 10.. then we went to pick up Miss Julia. We went tomeet up with Aiman, Ryan, and Afiq at MJ. I asked the boyfie to come join as well :)

Syawal and Alfi joined us not long after.

Had some drinks, the boys smoked.. and it wouldn't be very much of a late night lepak if there wasn't shisha.. so yeah, my last time shisha-ing as well. heh

Had such a good time.. am definitely gonna miss these late nights with my amazing group of friends.

Till next year then guys :)

Mr. Architect :)

Aiman and Julia :)

My crazy, weird, sweet, hilarious and most adorable

boyfriend :*

PS: Mr. Asyraf, THANK YOU. just know that I appreciate everything you do. I love you :*

Monday Smiles

2011-08-23T15:03:00.002+08:00

I spent the whole day with the boyfie yesterday :)

We went to OU to do a lil bit of shopping.. I needed to get some stuffs and so did he.

Spent only 2 hours as he was already so exhausted.

Poor baby

Then headed to the hairdressers as he needed to get his hair cut.

Rambut raya :p heh

Got home at 4..

I was exhausted as well, so decided to stay in bed and watch Suits

And then he bbm'ed, ajak pegi bazaar.

So yeah, I went with him :)

Of course I did. heehee

We then spent the whole night skyping.. till sahur :)

PS: I'm gonna miss you so much. I can't even begin to explain it

Just had to take a photo of him, in his V-neck

heehee ;)

Me plus You

2011-08-18T00:24:00.002+08:00

The boyfie looking dashing in his baju melayu :)

He had on his grey baju melayu and I wore my black and white baju kurung, just to match, as we went out for buka puasa on Tuesday.

Mr. Aizat joined us :)

Anyways, we look good huh?

Boyfie looks so innocent..

Ya Allah cannot tahan. haha

Were, Still am, Always will be

2011-08-16T01:44:00.004+08:00

"We'll see where it goes",

he said to me a few months back

"I guess this is where it's going",

he said to me

TONIGHT

It is no longer an open relationship. We're moving forward :)

I couldn't be happier..

Thank you baby.

You were my official boyfriend

Still am my official boyfriend

And hopefully,

Always will be mine

Stereo Hearts

2011-08-14T13:56:00.002+08:00

I love my friends :)

Been out for buka puasa for the past 2 days with a bunch of friends. Including my baby boo JULIA :)

Met up with Arif, Nabil, Aenn, Julia, Syawal and 2 of Syawal's friends for buka on Thursday.

Syawal was the designated driver, as always :p picked me up then Aenn. There was like 6 of us in the car, so I had to pangku Aenn. OhMy she's skinny yes, but sumpah berat. hahaha

We went early just in case the restaurant was gonna be full.. and yes it was, by 7 dah penuh. Thank God awal. and since awal, we just sat there staring at our food and drinks tunggu azan. hahaha. menguji keimanan.

WE WERE SO STUFFED. only god knows. haha

Then we had to rush home for solat. tumpang rumah aenn solat as Julia wanted to go for shisha pulak.

Julia wanted to shisha so badly, so we did go. But when we reached there, she was the one that got dizzy coz of the shisha smoke. hahaha funny.

Then balik, coz it was getting late.

JULIA NEO ABDULLAH.. I miss you already :)

Right, so buka puasa with another group of friends yesterday as well :)

Met up with Siska, Aileen, Ee Ching, Masitah, Fariz, and Rezza at OU..

This time, we were late. We couldn't decide what to eat, so it was getting nearer to buka and most of the restaurants were full already. We decided to go solat first and only meet up for dinner after. Only got a place to seat at 8.30.. semua dah kelaparan. GOD

Headed home straight away after dinner..

Thank you to Mr. Aizat Hassan for picking me up :)

I got home, and everyone was out.

Okay yes, I was a little bit scared.

Thank God not long after that Kak Farah balik. heh

The boyfie then came to pick me up to teman him watch football

so yes, me being the BEST girlfriend EVER! kept him company till like 3am.

Got home.. settled down. and skyped with the boyfie till it was time for sahur. heehee

Had such a good weekend :)

I'm definitely gonna miss all this

I found you

2011-08-09T15:36:00.004+08:00

Knowing that you're beside me

I'm alright

♥

MY limited edition action figure

2011-08-07T14:17:00.002+08:00

So here's how the story goes...

I'm a 7 year old girl who's at the park with my favourite action figure in hand.

I go on the swings, but it was hard to hold onto the swings with my action figure so I decide to leave it on the bench..

I really didn't wanna let go of it.. but sometimes you gotta do what you gotta do.

Anyways, spent some time on the swings and it finally hit me.

I left my favourite action figure just to go on the swings.

I do everything with it, and suddenly I'm leaving it behind?

It felt wrong.

When you get attached, it's not so easy to let it go

So I get off the swings and go back to the bench where I left it..

Thank dear God it was still there :)

Though there were a few kids eyeing it..

I came back just in time

I'm glad I have it back

I don't think I would be leaving it again anytime soon

Not until I really have to that is

I LOVE YOU :)

PS: Ahmad Asyraf, you're adorably funny. and unbelievably out of this world :*

Our first Ramadhan together :)

2011-08-01T22:19:00.002+08:00

HAHA the title is so gedik kan?

I know :p

heehee

So yes, today was the first day of puasa and Alhamdulillah the weather was so nice..

Excuse me, for the ever so gedik title but yeah, this is our first Ramadhan as a couple. hehe.

I get to wake him up for sahur and all :p

Since it's August already.. only a month left till I leave. oh yes, my visa was APPROVED :D

I'm so happy that it's approved.. but it's finally hitting me now. I'm going to leave soon.

I knew it was coming.. but still..

I'm gonna miss you so much :(

Harimau Malaya

2011-07-29T13:34:00.007+08:00

uh huh

you know what it is

BLACK AND YELLOW

Headed to Bukit Jalil for the Malaysia vs. Singapore FIFA Qualifying game last night

Had an AWESOME time.

It was me, Aizat, Asyraf, Kak Ika and Pipod.

Grandstand tickets yawww :)

We lost. But we lost with pride.

Singapore main macam babzz. Drama je lebih -_-

Jatuh sikit je, dah macam nak mati..

You guys really are the losers.

PROUD of my boys.

HARIMAU MALAYA FOREVER :)

2011-07-19T21:49:00.002+08:00

My baby girls are home!!

Sunday FUNDAY

2011-07-18T22:33:00.004+08:00

Hallo peeps :)

Have you guys seen Harry Potter? Well, if you haven't you MUST go and see it. I've never been a huge Harry Potter fan but I saw the first ever Harry Potter movie so it just seemed right to go and watch the last ones. heh

I went to watch it with my girls.. Siska, Aileen and my ever so hilarious and ganas friend Muzainah :) The movie was so good! SO SO GOOD!! Kinda sad to think that that will be the last Harry Potter movie.. after 10 years, it's the end. I grew up with Harry Potter, so basically my childhood is over. haha :p though I'm not the biggest fan, I'mproud to say that..

I AM FROM THE HARRY POTTER GENERATION :)

Anyways, after the girls left. I waited at the Curve for the boyfie. We had dinner plans :) We ended up joining kak ika, her boyfie, kak farah and abg ejad for dinner at Sunway at this steamboat restaurant. We've been planning to go, so yeah :) and I swear to God, we all ate like there was no tomorrow.. since it was buffet and all. Macam psycho makan, Ya Allah. Stuffed to the max I tell you. nak jalan pun susah and sampai buat mengantuk. And my poor baby had to drive all the way back to KL since he had class the next day.

I had a good Sunday, with friends and family ♥

after stuffing ourselves silly :)

Wonderfully Unbelievably AMAZING ♥

2011-07-15T13:54:00.008+08:00

My boyfriend is just

WONDERFULLY UNBELIEVABLY AMAZING

♥

I didn't get to spend my actual birthday with him coz he went to the Arsenal vs. Malaysia game at Stadium Bukit Jalil. I was pretty upset over it for weeks but he promised he'd make it up to me. And he did :)

He had planned everything and just asked me to go along with it without any complaints, so yeah..

He was suppose to pick me up at 8.30 last night but he was unbelievably late, he only arrived at 9! I was so pissed and dah siap nak marah gila2 lah. But as I opened the car door there was a card and an adorable teddy bear sitting on the passenger's seat... haihh, he knows exactly how to soften me up coz he knew I'd be mad at him for being late. After seeing the teddy bear, kuranglah sikit rase nak marah :)

Oh and my boyfriend looked so dashing.. he had on a pair of jeans and a pink collared shirt, and of course his glasses. Haih I was already melting :p

So we were in the car, I had no idea where we were going. He kept asking me though if I knew where we were heading, I said no. and he was like good, you're gonna love it. I was getting nervous and excited and really curious now.

We finally arrived at this beautiful lake.. It was breathtaking. And so peaceful, you'd never guess it was in KL. You couldn't even hear the hustle and bustle of the city. Just BEAUTIFUL

We took a stroll around the lake until we found a spot to sit.. it was overlooking the lake, the view was amazing. He asked me to wait coz he needed to go to the toilet, so I did. few minutes later, he bbm'ed me and asked me to close my eyes. NO PEEKING he said. I did as I was told as I know how important it was to him for the whole evening to go well. He was so nervous thru out the whole journey coz this was his first time doing something like this for someone. I felt so flattered and well, I gotta admit. I was nervous too coz this was the first time that someone had actually done this for me... heh

Anyways, back to the story. I had my eyes closed as I heard him walking over to where I was sitting. after getting everything done, he asked me to open my eyes.

OHMYGOD he's the most adorable and funny and amazing boyfriend ever. He was sitting across from me and in between us, he had lit up 2 small candles. He had 2 tupperwares of food, he asked "nak nasi goreng, or the carbonara?" I went for the carbonara. oh yeah and before picking me up, he asked me to bring along 2 pairs of forks and spoons, he didn't tell me what it was for though.. made me curious. Now I knew what it was for. haha. Then he took out 2 bottles of drinks.. "you nak orange juice or apple?" haha, I took the apple.

I literally couldn't stop smiling. Had the biggest smile on my face. It may not seem like a big deal, but what he did was so cute. And knowing him, he's not the romantic type so having him do this for me was just.. I dunno. no words to explain it :)

After finishing our meals, we just sat there talking, and laughing and just being us basically ♥

Spent an hour just enjoying each other's company.. then we had to head back coz he had an early start the next day.

I could't stop thanking him. What he did maybe simple, but it was amazing. I loved every single minute of it. And I loved the fact that I was with him. that I got to enjoy it with him.

Ahmad Asyraf, you are an AMAZING person.

An ass at times but I know that you really do care.

Thank you for making this something that I will NEVER forget.

You were right :)

Can you see the candles?

hehe

My adorable teddy bear

♥

PS: I LOVE YOU♥

Seventeen

2011-07-14T15:27:00.004+08:00

I officially turned 17 yesterday.

13th July 2011 :)

and I gotta tell you, being 17 is awesome. heh

It was 3o mins to midnight and I was doing the last countdown to my birthday..

Kak Ika and Kak farah even made a bet to see who would call me first to wish me Happy birthday, whether it'd be Julia or Asyraf.. 10 mins to midnight and Asyraf called. 2 seconds later, the house phone rang and it was Julia. haha.. so basically Asyraf beat Julia to it and Julia was pretty pissed. It was so funny how they both wanted to be first. I love you guys ok? ♥

So I spent 10 mins on the phone with Asyraf as he wished me Happy Birthday and all then asked Julia to call. Spent 15 mins talking to her pulak :)

It was just a small family celebration.. that's always the best ♥

Mummy, Kak Ika, Kak Farah and I went to Sushi Zanmai for lunch as I've been craving for sushi.. I then went for a lil manicure session and did a bit of shopping. Before heading home, westopped to have ice cream at Baskin Robins.. It was nice to just have a girls day :)

Abg Apit and Kak Liyana came over after maghrib as well as pipod.. I got a pair of really super cool pants and a nice top from kak liyana and abg apit even though the Justin Bieber tickets were from them they still got me presents. I love you guys to bits ♥

After they headed home, which was about 11pm, Arif came to pick me up to go hang out with Syawal and all. Coz it was my birthday, I had no curfew. WOOT WOOT! :)

We went to pick up Eliqa then headed to meet up with Syawal.. lepak for a while then we left to pick up Hurin and Ryan. I was suppose to join themfor shisha and all but my AMAZING boyfie decided to come home and see me after the Arsenal game so Arif dropped me off home..

By then it was already 2am, I was like so sleepy but Asyraf ajak teman makan so yeah. Went to mamak then I FINALLY got home at 3.30

Had an AH-MAZING birthday :)

Thank you mummy

Thank you Arif

Thank you Boyfie and yes I can't wait to see what you have planned for us tonight :)

Lala LOVE you mummy ♥

Moments like this ♥

2011-07-11T00:29:00.003+08:00

I went to catch a movie with Mr. Asyraf today and headed to lunch before he had to go back to campus. Well, that was the plan but he got lazy and ended up going back to campus at night. heh :)

We went to see Mr. Popper's Penguins. Such a cute movie. Hilarious as well. It's Jim Carrey after all, what do you expect? :) Then had lunch at Mcdeess as Asyraf was craving for it. After finishing up, we then spent about an hour photoboothin-ing. heehee.. ut was hilarious, we prolly took loads of photos but only a few turned out looking normal. yes, we're a bunch of weirdos ;p

Spent the whole day at OU till it was time for dinner. We headed to Satay Kajang to meet up with Kak Ika and her boyfiee for dinner. Hence the reason that Asyraf decided to go back to campus late. heh :)

It was a long day. But it was good :)

oh yes, our photobooth-ing session :

♥

Early Birthday Present

2011-07-09T20:43:00.003+08:00

As you all know... 13th July is coming up next week.

You know what that means???

I TURN 17!!

I'm excited to turn 17 but the thing is, it's prolly gonna be quite a sad birthday.

Daddy won't be in town, he's going to Jakarta.

Julia's not coming back from Kelantan

and and and

my ever so awesome boyfriend will be going to Bukit Jalil for Arsenal's game.. boleh tak? -_-

Anyway, daddy got me an early birthday present as he won't be here for my birthday.

You wanna know what it is?

hold on...

YES PEEPS.

I OFFICIALLY HAVE THE MACBOOK PRO!

BEST BIRTHDAY PRESENT EVER!!

Thank you daddy :)

Kicking off JULY

2011-07-04T22:50:00.004+08:00

♥

Hello peeps :)

Kicked off July with a great start

I went to Tropicana's annual Sports Day and had a blast!!

It was so good to see the whole gang. you like the photo? yeah me too.

We super cool liddat :)

Can't believe that all my friends are seniors now..

where has the time gone?

I still remember the first day of form 1.. we were all so shy

but look at us now. All grown up and ready to take on the world

heh semangat pulak kan? ;p

ima post a few photos :)

My favourite History teacher ♥

RED!

She's the BEST ♥

*on the side note, my birthday's coming up. 8 days!! :)

I'll tell you the only reason why

2011-06-27T22:59:00.002+08:00

Coz maybe it's you.

I think I do

But

I don't know

I'm not scared of my feelings

I'm scared of how you'd feel

I don't want to mess this up

I really don't

Across the border

2011-06-20T22:14:00.003+08:00

Hello peeps :)

Just a quick update about my trip to Singapore with the familia

Mama and babah had a forum thingy for 3 days in Singapore

So me and kak ika decided to tag along

We were so excited coz babah got us tix to got to Universal Studios!!

It was so much fun

Spent the whole day Thursday at USS

and

the whole day Friday SHOPPING!!

Thanks daddy

for such a fun trip

♥

and here's me and my gingerbread man that I got from USS :)

That's all it takes

2011-06-12T13:39:00.004+08:00

"Sometimes all it takes is for you to make me feel like I matter,
that I am important."

This is Mr. Asyraf
I'm sure you all know who he is :)

He took me to his friend's brothers wedding yesterday.
The first time he's ever taken a girl to meet his friends
A MAJOR step for him

We took a quite a lot of photos trying to get the perfect snap
and the one up there was prolly the most OK out of the whole lot. HAHA
so yeah, then he asked me to upload it on facebook.
I was stunned.
I asked him upload onto my facebook or his
and he said, whichever.
Still stunned
So I uploaded it thru his and he was perfectly fine with it

I know it may not seem like a big deal
but for us? for me? for him?
It's a HUGE deal
:)

So yes
imahappygirl :)

A little too fast

2011-06-07T00:05:00.005+08:00

MyGod it's June already!

Where has this year gone?

Only 6 more months of 2011

and only 3 more months left till I leave for Glasgow again

Anyways,

June started off GREAT

I cut my hair!

and recoloured it

do yo wanna see it?

do ya?

hold up

I know it ain't gorgeous

But it's short

and I love it :)

Oh yes,

I met up with Shazrin last Saturday too

After like what seemed to be forever!

Ok no, 8 years to be exact

He came to see me!

I love you

eventhough you're an ass :)

Right, so that's all for now.

Ima get into the heavy stuff some other day...

Like Never Before

2011-05-29T23:41:00.002+08:00

We got pass one bridge.

We're kinda walking towards another one

sooner than I expected

He kinda caught me off guard

I was not expecting it at all

THIS.IS.SCARY

I love it

but

scares

Because You Are On My Mind

2011-05-23T22:10:00.003+08:00

You tend to surprise me everyday

You simply are AMAZING

Thank You

♥

Mama Turns 50

2011-05-19T00:32:00.005+08:00

Mama turned 50 on the 17th of May 2011

And we made sure that it'd be a birthday to remember :)

We took mama out for her birthday lunch at Garden lifestyle store and cafe..

I've never tried it but have always loved the restaurant coz it's so pretty. hehe

It was mama, babah, nenek, me, kak ika, abg apit and kak liyana.

Had our lunch and chitchatted for quite a bit.

We asked mama to pick out some desserts and while she was looking thru the menu, the waiter arrived with a plate full of cupcakes that Abg Apit had bought from Wondermilk..

She was so surprised :)

After a few more drinks and laughs, we headed home with mama having no clue about the surprise celebration we planned for that night ;)

After Maghrib, we persuaded babah to take mama out to get dinner so that me and kak ika would have time to get stuffs ready.

The moment they left the house we told abg apit and kak liyana to come over and also pipod.

Hung up the birthday banner and tied up some balloons.

Abg apit and Kak liyana arrived just in time..

We all had our party hats on.. Had our balloons

We turned off all the lights and waited for mama to walk in the door

Babah played along and told mama that it was dark coz the electricity got cut off

Then as she walked in we threw the balloons and surprised the crap out of her. HAHA

Her face was priceless :)

She burst out laughing and we all went to hug her..

I love you ma

Even kak hawa joined in the celebration thru skype :)

We had dinner and the most scrumptious cake..

Then it was time to open pressies..

She loved them all

I could tell that she enjoyed her birthday..

It was a success and I'm glad that she enjoyed every minute of it.

I love you mama.. to the moon and back ♥

I Got It From My Momma

2011-05-09T23:06:00.003+08:00

Ain't we pretty?

Yeah we are.

Coz we got it from our momma :)

We celebrated Mother's Day in Tg.Malim

Mama loved her pressie..

I got her a bottle of perfume from D&G

It smells deliciiiouuss :)

I love you ma

Thank you for everything

We Are Young

2011-05-02T16:13:00.002+08:00

WOW

I can't believe that it's May already.

Time's going by too fast. gaaahhhh

A bit scary don't ya think?

Hopefully it'll be a good month :)

Anyways, Julia was home for the long weekend.

I've missed her

We spent Friday together.

Went to catch a movie and ya know just hung out to do some catching up

It was good seeing her.

I missed you boo :)

What Did I Get Myself Into...

2011-04-26T00:38:00.003+08:00

You guys MUST know who that is with me in the photo above
Yeap.
That's is the one and only Mr. Izzat Safwan. HAHA

I went out with him today.
A movie date kinda thing. OK maybe not a a date
But you know, we went to catch a movie and had dinner :)
It's the first time I've seen him since October when things were still quiet A W K W A R D
So yeah, I was kinda expecting it to be awkward today too.

BUT

To my own surprise, that was the least thing that it was.
It was the least bit awkward
We actually enjoyed each others company which I thought was quite impossible after everything we've went through.
It was amazing how we just clicked together again.
How we fell back in step to how it used to be.
It was like, all the bad things said and all the pain never even happened.
How we were able to joke around and laughed our asses off at each other's jokes.
It was kinda surreal for me.

A year ago, I would have never thought it was possible for us to be this comfortable with each other again.
But today, was just beyond comfortable.
It was like we were never even apart all this time...
I still couldn't believe it

But I know and I will always remember how much he hurt me last time
That will always be at the back of my mind
So I guess, we're just having fun for now.
And when I mean fun, real fun this time.
not fun as in, he has fun and I act like the jealous bitch I am.
so yeah, real fun.

There's nothing wrong with flirting and flings. heh
Thank God I'm in an open relationship ;)

BIEBER FEVER ♥

2011-04-22T23:09:00.009+08:00

Bieber Fever hit KL HARD last night!!

It was AMAZING!!!!
BEST.NIGHT.OF.MY.LIFE :D

I arrived at Stadium Merdeka around 2.30 after like an hour of pusing2 around KL coz neither me or Syawal knew the way. haha
Yeah Syawal was so sweet to drive me there and keep me company till Fariz arrived.
Thank you Syawal :)

So we got to the venue at 2.30 and it was scorching HOT
Panas gila okay!
There were a whole lot of stalls so I got myself a Justin Bieber concert lanyard tag thingy Ok I dunno what it's called. paham2 je la
We went to line up, got some drinks and sat our butts down on the pavement.
We still had another 5 hours to go till the gates opened Syawal was so nice and got me a Justin Bieber fan thingy. HAHA
and thank God he brought along an umbrella :)
He stayed for a bit, for at least 3 hours then Fariz came so he headed home.
Again, Thank you so much Syawal :)

The weather yesterday was just ridiculous.
It was scorching hot one minute then hujan panas then it poured down.
We were soaked to our underwears but luckily they provided us with rain coats
Because it was raining, they opened the gates early.
It was supposed to open at 7,
but we got in an hour earlier :) Yayyy!!

Fariz and me were in the blue zone.
Our seats weren't that bad.
We were still able to see Justin :D
While we were waiting for the concert to start, it poured down again.
It was raining cats and dogs.
Even though we had our raincoats we were still soaked. ohmygod.
BASAH KUYUP!!

Then after like an hour and a half, the rain stopped and Mizz Nina came out
She was the opening act,and I gotta tell you
She sounds really good live :)
Salute to the Malaysian artist who has sick dance moves and an awesome voice
So after Mizz Nina....
Scooter freaking Braun came out with DJ Tay James!!!!
ARGGGGHHH!! the show was starting!!!
The DJ played some songs during the countdown and asked us all to dance along and jump and stuff.

It was so much fun!! :D

Then FINALLY....

Purple lights came on and smoke came up from the stage
and we heard the intro of "Love Me"
I was already screaming my lungs out!!
Justin started singing and I seriously was like tergamam for a bit.
I just couldn't believe
that I was there.watching Justin Bieber.Perform.LIVE!

He prolly did 12 songs in total.
he was so kind to introduce each and everyone of his back up singers, dancers and musicians.
Shows how much he appreciates them all :)
They even showed his old home videos
There was this part where baby Justin was singing the alphabet and literally the WHOLE crowd sang along with him.
It was so funny.. epic though :D

During one of the songs, I can't remember which one
He did like a little giggle.
It was so fucking unbelievably ADORABLE
I just wanted to kiss him right at that moment. haha
Then then, when he asked us if we were wanted another song and we were all like YEAAAHHH!! we started shouting Baby!!
and he sang 'rock a bye baby'.. then he was like no this is wrong.
he then sang 'Baby, hit me one more time' and again he said it was wrong..
and then SUDDENLY
he sang 'Baby Got Back'
He sang the part "I like Big butts and I cannot lie!" he even did the moves.
The whole crowd burst out laughing.
It was hilarious but so fucking HOT at the same time.
I wanted to rip his clothes off. like OHMYGOD.
He then finally sang 'Baby' and it was AMAZING.

and and and before you know it,
the concert was already over.
I didn't want it to end. It went by too fast :/

The whole experience was just surreal!! T
o actually watch my idol perform LIVE is just unbelievable.
I will never forget it.
He's my IDOL my INSPIRATION my HERO ♥
And to see him perform was a dream come true
I don't even care that I didn't get to meet him or whatevs
Just to be able to be there and see him perform was already too amazing :)

And yes
My voice is gone
My whole body's sore
But it was totally worth it! :D
I still can't get over how amazing it was. haaiihhh.
Im currently suffering from Post-concert depression
I miss Justin already
Come back soon ok baby? ♥

Ima post some photos..
There's not that much coz the camera decided to die on me after only 30 mins into the concert and my phone did the exact same thing.
FRUSTRATING much?
yeah
But I got some good ones, so enjoy and
BE JEALOUS. HAH :p

MALAYSIA knows the DJ! :D

Ohgod his face ♥

Performing Never let You Go and Favourite Girl ♥

My smokin hot baby rockin the drums!!
♥

I'm BACK

2011-04-22T22:43:00.003+08:00

I'm home guys :)
Got here on Tuesday
The weather is
ohdearGod

Keep Calm and Carry On

2011-04-18T01:44:00.003+08:00

So OK. Just thought I'd post a photo of my new BB case. heh

Do you love it?
Do ya?!?!
Coz I lalaLOVE it :)

Rolling In The Deep

2011-04-17T05:01:00.003+08:00

"The scars of your love remind me of us

They keep me thinking that we almost had it all"

Have I told you how AhMaZing Adele is?
Yeah, I think I have.
God she's AMAZING :)

Anyways, Friday was fun :))
Started the day quiet early as I had an appointment at the school with the rector around noon.
I wanted it to be sunny, but the weather was pretty depressing in the morning.
Typical Scottish weather. blergghh
Headed to the school, got all the necessaries then went home.
Dropped off all the books and stuff and headed out again to meet up with the girls.

It was Lauren, Karyn, Amy and me.
I haven't seen Amy and Karyn since 2004
Yes, it's been that long.
They're all still the same. Just taller.
Karyn being her weird self as I've always know her since primary
Amy also being her weird and blur self
And Lauren being the weirdest out of them all.

Yes, I have a lot of weird friends and that makes me weird too :)
We just walked around all the way from Argyle street to Buchanan to Sauchiehall Street and back. And all around again without a specific destination. HAHA :)
A lil window shopping here and there and I got gifts for Julia.
Hope she likes them
We had lunch at Pizza Hut, Amy's decision as me, Lauren and Karyn were like
"Amy you pick. we can't decide." and actually forced her to pick a place.

My weird Amy ♥

After lunch and another session of pointless wandering we went to Starbucks
Spent about an hour in there just catching up.
Had some great laughs, laughed like the place was ours and nobody else was there
We decided to call it a day as it was getting dark and a bit chilly.

I had a great time with them
It has been way too looooong.
looking forward to seeing them again.
My weird girls ♥

I am exclusive. I am ME

2011-04-13T05:59:00.002+08:00

I feel like I should start blogging more.

Kinda miss it.. so yeah. I prolly am gonna blog more from now on
Well.. hopefully :)

6 days till I head back home to KL
I'm really looking forward to it.
I can't wait to see everyone
9 days till Justin Bieber's concert!!
Even more excited about that :D

So, nothing much this week.
Have an appointment at the school on Friday around noon
then prolly going to meet with Lauren and do a little last minute shopping for gifts :)

Oh yeah, thought I'd post some photos from the camwhoring session I had in Paris ;)

Me and Sophie being cheeky as ever :)

Paris Je'Taime ♥

2011-04-08T21:29:00.012+08:00

Paris was breathtakingly mind blowing unbelievably AMAZING
I had such a wonderful time :)

We arrived in Paris at night, and took the bust straight to our apartment in Trocadero.
The apartment was small but nice and cosy plus it's super close to everything. We were able to walk to the Eiffel Tower, Arc De Triomphe and also the famous fashion district Avenue Champs De Elsyees..

The food in Paris is just another one of the amazing things there. Ohmygod we stuffed ourselves with all sorts of breads and pastries that you could think of. What made it worse was that we had a little pattisier just around the corner from our apartment. mmg makan tak ingat dunia la kan. We couldn't help ourselves.. Me especially being the dessert person I am, I would go down to the pattisier whenever I was bored just to stare at the wonderful pastries on display and usually end up buying a few. HAHA I knew I was gonna gain weight in Paris, that was for sure.

Anways, lets get started on how we spent our time in Paris :)

On the first day, we went to find a local halal butcher so that it'd be easy to cook at home rather than having to go out every meal time. On the way back we found this little halal cafe' that were selling sandwiches and paninis and stuff. But the bet thing they had was that they had a crepe stall so we enjoyed some Nutella Banane crepes. scrumptious. craving for some as I'm writing this. haha

We headed home for lunch and went out later that night to see the Eiffel Tower at night. Stopped by Haagen Dasz to enjoy some hot chocolate before finally going home :)

The next day after having freshly made baguette from the pattisier for breakfast we went on a little shopping trip along the famous Champs De Elysees.. Also managed to have a little photo shoot session. heh ;)

The next day the weather was beautiful. The sun was out, accompanied with a nice breeze so it wasn't too hot. We decided to visit the Musee De Louvre. and how did we get there? We WALKED. haha, oh yes we did. the whole 3km from Trocadero. We passed along a flea market which kak hawa and I got excited about.

Then we strolled along the river Seine until we reached the Jardin Tuilleries.. Took a little break whilst the girls enjoyed their ice creams :)

After like and hour an half of walking, we finally reached the musuem. The place was crowded of course, it being a Saturday and all. So we just took a couple photos of the museum.

Headed to Longchamp not far from the museum as kak hawa wanted to get a few more.. and I got one too. heh :D After an exhausting day, we decided to take the metro home. Our feet were killing us, so there was no way that we were gonna walk the whole 3km home.
Had our dinner and all but the sun was still out so I decided to take a lil walk. Ended up walking to Avenue Victor Hugo where the nearest Starbucks was and grabbed myself a Caramel Frapp :)

The Sunday, we went to a few flea markets. It was my idea. besides the food stalls, I was a bit disappointed. But then again, the food we had. Ya Allah. Had another round of Nutella Banane and 2 stacks of churros. They were THAT good :)
Headed home early as it was raining.. Me and the girls had our own camwhoring session while kak hawa and abg daus were asleep ;)

Later that night, we went to see the Eiffel Tower to see it's flashing lights at every change of the hour. BEAUTIFUL :)
It was our last night in Paris, kak hawa and I were a so sad.
We simply adore Paris ♥

That final day, the day of our departure we went to Angelina Cafe in the morning where they had the most delicious hot chocolate EVER. Enjoyed some delish pastries and went to shop for some souvenirs..

We then finally headed to the Eiffel Tower, this time as in betul2 at the Eiffel Tower not from afar like we've been doing. We kinda took visiting the Eiffel Tower for granted as it was so close to the apartment but we did manage to visit it :)
After an hour of queuing and waiting our turns we finally reached the peak. The view was breathtaking..

To make our trip to Paris even more memorable.. We were trapped at the peak of the Eiffel Tower. The lifts were not working so we spent at least 44 mins at the top. Bare in mind that we had to get home and finish packing as we had to leave for the airport later that evening. Ya Allah. An epic ending huh? ;)
We finally reached the ground, haha. Headed home to finish packing and were on our way to the airport. I couldn't help feeling a little blue about leaving, I really didn't want to leave.

Paris was spectacular..
I love everything about it.
I'm gonna make sure that I'll go again.. Insyaallah :)

Bonjour'

2011-03-30T05:58:00.003+08:00

See the photo?
That's where I'm heading

TOMORROW!!

I'm going PARIS! :D
The city of love
for 5 days :)

I'm super duper excited :)

It's Been Too Long

2011-03-27T05:29:00.003+08:00

I went into the city centre to meet up with Lauren today :)
It's been 7 years since I last saw her
We went for a bit of shopping and a whole lot of catching up.
7 years worth of catching up :D
We liked talked non stop. heh

Spent the day just walking about.
Had lunch at Mcdees
Continued our catching up session at Starbucks before I had to head home.
It was so good to see her.
We made plans to meet up again with the rest of the gang during the Easter holidays :)
It'd be nice to see them all again

before going out :*

At Starbucks :)

Someone Like You

2011-03-23T23:04:00.002+08:00

"Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometines it hurts instead"

I can listen to it over and over again
and I'd cry every time..
Adele is beautifully AMAZING
Her voice is just breath taking :)

I don't know why I cry when I listen to it
I just do
Maybe coz it reminds me of the heartbreak
How much I adored him.
I know I'm over it
I'm in a new relationship altogether
But he's just there ya know.
At the back of my head.

I was doing fine
Then he came back
He started caring again
He was flirting
He was torturing me

We're friends now
We talk once in a while
And I swear to God
He still gives me butterflies...

My Kind Of Therapy

2011-03-20T06:18:00.006+08:00

We were blessed again with another beautiful day today.
The weather was amazing. Sun shining and clear blue skies :)
We had already planned to go out for lunch today so the amazing weather made us even more eager to go out.

I did a little shopping.
It's therapy trust me :)
Then we went for lunch at Ichiban.
The food was delicious.
I had seafood Yakiudon while Kak Hawa and Abg Daus had Salmon Ramen and the the girls had Tempura Bento.
YUMMM :)

Salmon Ramen

Seafood Yakiudon

Sophie enjoying her soup :)

We were so stuffed that it was impossible to continue window shopping.
All we felt like doing was to go to sleep. HAHA
I know, teruk kan?
But yeah, we mustered all our energy and decided to take the girls to Hamleys
This huge toy store.
Not only did the girls have fun, I did too.
I've always been and will always be a fan of toy stores.
I simply love it ♥

Pout baby ;)

With Hannah ♥

Then we took the girls to this dinosaur playground before heading home
I've been in a good mood today :)
Just real happy

oh yeah, some more snapshots of us ;)

Kak Hawa ♥

MUAH MUAH ;)

The girls famous pouts taught by your truly
heh :)

You Have Every Right To A Beautiful Life

2011-03-19T06:38:00.003+08:00

Hey beautifuls :)
I'm gonna try and update regularly from now on
I actually miss blogging, so yeah

I've got exactly one month left here in Glasgow then I'm going home.
Well, actually 3 weeks coz I'll be spending a week in PARIS :)
Super duper excited for that.
Can't wait to just shop and walk around Paris
City of LOVE :)

I'm looking forward to go home too.
I miss home
I miss him

And hopefully, before I go back
All the school's stuff settled.
Amiiiin :)

I'm No Beaty Queen. I'm Just Beautiful Me

2011-03-16T20:52:00.004+08:00

Just thought I'd post a photo of me being totally vain ;)

I'm not in the best mood these days.
Did my entrance test 2 days ago.
The interviews went so well but
the tests?
English was good, I guess
But I think I screwed up my maths.. Hmmm
They'll only let me know if I got in in 2 weeks time.
That's like forever!

I'm going crazy thinking about it.
What if I don't get accepted?
I need this so bad :/
All I wanna do is sleep, coz then I wouldn't be thinking about it.

I really hope I get accepted.
But if I don't
I know that Allah has something better planed for me.
I believe that.
HE knows best :)

Next To You

2011-03-16T07:36:00.002+08:00

You've got that smile
That only heaven can make
I pray to God every day
That you keep that smile

You are my dream
There's not a thing I won't do
I'll give my life up for you
'Cause you are my dream

And baby everything that I have is yours
You will never go cold or hungry
I'll be there when you're insecure
Let you know that you're always lovely, girl
'Cause you are the only thing that I got right now

One day when the sky is fallin'
I'll be standing right next to you, right next to you
Nothing will ever come between us
'Cause i'll be standing right next to you, right next to you

If you had my child
You would make my life complete
Just to have your eyes on a little me
That'd be mine forever

And baby everything that I have is yours
You will never go cold or hungry
I'll be there when you're insecure
Let you know that you're always lovely, girl
'Cause you are the only thing that I got right now

One day when the sky is fallin'
I'll be standing right next to you, right next to you
Nothing will ever come between us
I'll be standing right next to you, right next to you

We're made for one another
Me and you
And i have no fear
I know we'll make it through

One day when the sky is fallin'
I'll be standing right next to you

One day when the sky is fallin'
I'll be standing right next to you, right next to you
Nothing will ever come between us
I'll be standing right next to you, right next to you

Stand by my side, side, side
When the sky, falls, down
I'll be there, i'll be there
You've got that smile
That only heaven can make
I pray to God every day
To keep you forever

I am in LOVE with this song.
Chris Brown's and Justin Bieber's voice go so well together
Simply B E A U T I F U L :)

California King Bed

2011-03-07T05:53:00.003+08:00

Chest to chest
Nose to nose
Palm to palm
We were always just that close
Wrist to wrist
Toe to toe
Lips that felt just like the inside of a rose
So how come when I reach out my finger
It feels like more than distance between us

I.AM.ADDICTED to this song.
California King Bed by Rihanna :)
It's something different from her and it's beautiful...

Anyways, I've been beyond lazy to blog lately
Forgive me, though I doubt anybody even reads this
but oh well

I have an entrance test next week which I'm worried shit about.
It's maths and English and honest to God
every time I think about it. makes me nervous like hell :S
Hopefully everything goes well and they're impressed by me

And yes, only a month and a half till I go back to KL :)
Kinda excited.
I miss him

Ok so that should do it for now
At least I don't feel so bad for not updating :)
Till next time lovess
xoxo

You Are My Sunshine

2011-02-27T05:40:00.003+08:00

Never would I have admired the sun as much as I do now..

I was always whining about how hot it was in Malaysia
But after being here for nearly 2 months now
oh how I've missed the sunshine..
You have no idea how excited I get when the sun's out
As you all know, the weather here is usually depressing.
Grey skies and rain
So getting sunshine is heaven :)

Last Thursday, the sun came out.
It was so beautiful :)
So we decided to have a lil picnic at the near by park..
Took all the junk food we could find and headed to the park..
It was such a beautiful day.
Fed the swans and had our little picnic
Me and kak hawa literally stuffed ourselves with a whole lot of crisps
Enjoyed a whole tub of Haagen Dazz
Munched on all sorts of biscuits
After stuffing ourselves, we went to take the girls to the playground before heading home.
It was a lovely day :)
oh yes, I officially think it's SPRING
Looking forward to more sunny days :D

YAYY for the sunshine :)

kisses for you :*

Wasn't ready yet..

I don't know..hehe

I Was Born To Be Somebody

2011-02-20T21:12:00.003+08:00

I was born to be somebody

Ain't nothing's gonna stop me
I'll light up the sky like lightning
I'm gonna rise above S
how em what I'm made of
I WAS BORN TO BE SOMEBODY

That's the chorus of Justin's new song 'Born To Be Somebody' from Never Say Never 3D :)
I went to see it with kak hawa last Friday, the first day it came out
and oh boy, was I excited :)
Particularly because I couldn't get wait to get the PURPLE 3D GLASSES!!
I swear to god, they ARE the coolest thing ever
I.AM.OBSESSED haha

So anyways, I had to actually drag kak hawa to see it with me.
She's not the biggest fan so yeah.
We went to see it, and like not even 10 mins into the movie
She was already like "OMG!! He's so talented". hah
I just sat there and smiled.
Proud BELIEBER moment right there ;)

I don't wanna spoil the movie for anyone.
But really,
You HAVE to see it.
Even if you're not a fan or you hate him.
Go see the movie.
It'll change your perspective of him, trust me :)
You don't have to be a Belieber
You just have to want to go see a good movie.
And it'll surprise you :)

oh yeah, a lil photo session of me and my purple glasses ;)

Coolest thing EVER!

me all excited :)

My Knight and Shining Armor.. FOREVER

2011-02-03T04:21:00.004+08:00

He will FOREVER be my knight and shining armor

He's my superman or batman or spiderman or ironman
He's my HERO and always will be

Who is HE?

He's my dad ♥

Yes guys, my knight and shining armor is not my boyfriend
but my dad.
And always will be.

As a girl, it's most likely that we're all so much closer to our mums.
and in a teenage girl's head?
our dad is prolly the last person we can relate to.
yeap, that's true.
but why should we simply kick them out or ignore them?
What right do we have to be rude towards them?

They've worked as hard as mum as raising us up.
They are the ones that picked us up when we fell.
Carried us to bed when we fell asleep on the sofa
Held our hands when we were afraid
Carried us on their shoulders when we were too short

I could go on and on...

My dad is getting older
He has always been that type of person that doesn't really show his feelings
But lately... I think he's softening up :)

I miss him
I have always been a daddy's girl
I am so grateful to have him as my dad
yes, we have our arguments and I hate him at times
But that doesn't mean I love him any less.

He's my dad
and
He IS my knight and shining armor
FOREVER

I know we may not all have a father figure in our lives
but to those who have.
Appreciate them :)

I love you babah ♥

Shopping Therapy

2011-01-23T02:25:00.004+08:00

Since I've arrived I haven't done that much shopping.
Just a whole lot of window shopping which is always fun too :)

We decided to go shopping today.
A place called Silverburn.
It's a nice mall. real cosy and stuff :)
and tak ramai org so takde la pening. HAHA
Bought a few shirts from ZARA and H&M
and OMG I saw this really cute pair of shoes from Fred Perry.
TO DIE FOR
Hopefully, I'll get them soon.
Here's to more shopping trips to come. heh :D

Going home :)

Looking IntoThe Mirror

2011-01-18T23:27:00.003+08:00

I haven't been feeling very good about myself.
I don't like who I've become this past few months.
It's someone I'm not proud of.
NOT AT ALL

I've been wishing for a few things these past months.
And most of them have came true.

I wished for a BB. got it.
I wished to get followed by Justin on twitter. yeap that happened too
I wished to go to Glasgow. and here I am
I wished for Justin Bieber tickets. got them
I hoped to get over him. I did.
Seriously I could go on and on and on

But I feel horrible.
I don't think I've been thankful enough
No. Not at all.

There was always something better to wish for
Something greater
Something MORE
It was NEVER ENOUGH
I think I've become an ungrateful BITCH without realizing it.

I get easily pissed off if something doesn't go my away.
I get mad when I don't get what I want
I immediately go in to a horrible mood when plans don't follow through

I DON'T LIKE THIS PERSON

I'm gonna change.
The problems I have. If you can even call it that,
are prolly nothing compared to what other people around the world are facing.

I AM thankful
I have a roof over my head
I have a loving family that means the WORLD
I have food and water. more than enough
I have good health
I have an education

I am thankful for EVERYTHING that I've been provided with
Hopefully I don't continue being this person....

Snow

2011-01-09T01:12:00.004+08:00

It snowed last night. and oh my, I was super duper excited.
It's not that its something new,
but I'm just like that.
Every time it snows even if its just for a while.
I will be the most excited person :)

Woke up this morning to find everything all white. :D
So we went to the park to do some sledging.
And it was so much fun.
we had a BLAST :D

some photos? yeap :)

yes. I know :/

I'm good. all good

Just A Stepping Stone

2011-01-06T20:17:00.002+08:00

Are you DYING yet?
Are you?
You probably are.

Just really needed to post that photo up. heh ;)

Anyways,
I've been here for a week.
A lil homesick to be honest.
I miss everyone at home so much.
I miss mama :'(

But it's also been fun spending time with the girls :)
I need to start studying soon
Hoping that I'll be able to get in for the next September intake :)
Amiiiinnnn.

like babah says "this is just a stepping stone. the goal is Oxford or Cambridge"
Yeap.
I'm gonna make you proud :)

Glasgow

2011-01-01T00:32:00.002+08:00

So I'm finally here in Glasgow.
Arrived yesterday noon :)
The whole trip went smoothly.
Alhamdulillah.

Thank you to everyone for their prayers.
Thanks you so much for those who came to the airport late at night to see me off.
I love youss :)
Arif, Aiman, Syawal, Ezad and Izzat you guys are awesome!!
HAHA

I miss mama and babah already.
Thank god for bbm. heeeee :)

Anyways,
Happy New Year to all my friends in Malaysia :)

Unconditional LOVE ♥

2010-12-29T02:32:00.001+08:00

Unconditional love.

Where can you get that?

FAMILY

I spent the whole of today with family.
It was fun.
I mean, mama and babah are always so busy
So it was nice to just go out and spend some time before I go off.

STILL daddy's little girl ♥

Mummy's girls ♥

LollyGagging

2010-12-29T02:07:00.002+08:00

HAHAHA.
I have no idea what in the world that means.
Got it from Mr. Arif :)
He doesn't know what it means either. HAHA
CACAT.

Anyways,
Finally got to see Arif and the gang last night.
Arif with his huge ass Alphard came to pick me up at around 10.30
Then pegi jemput everyone else, smpai penuh la Alphard tu. Heh
Headed to MJ for drinks and SHISHA baby ;)
Arif like gile with his shisha. as always.
lepak until like 1 something.
Then arif sent me home and i think the guys headed off to KL.

Mama was totally cool with it, which is rare.
HAHA.
and I don't think daddy knows.
Oh well ;)

and and and,
Arif even insisted on going to KLIA to see me off.
awwhhhhh :)
So hopefully, Arif and the gang will be there.

Team BIEBER ♥

2010-12-26T18:25:00.004+08:00

I am a PROUD

BELIEBER

Do you like the T-shirts I made?

Family ♥

2010-12-26T18:15:00.003+08:00

First of all.
I just wanna wish everyone Merry Christmas.
A bit late I know :)

We spent Christmas weekend at KLCC.
Put up at Impiana Hotel.
Did a bit of shopping :D
Got this really NICE winter coat from ZARA :)
love love love.

It was fun to spend time with the family.
I'm gonna miss them.
3 days to go and I'm flying off to Glasgow.
I hope everything goes well.
I need all your prayers :)

In AWE...

2010-12-22T12:04:00.002+08:00

It's not impossible.
Never say never.

Another AMAZING thing happened last night.
I'm still in awe :O

Anyways, here's how it went. haha.
Justin was creepin' on twitter.
I knew that coz I saw his following number going up.
So I decide to tweet him, and again it was like 1 in a million chance.
coz billion of girls are prolly tweeting him.
So I tweeted him saying " Justin Bieber, I see your following numbers going up, how about you press my follow button as well :)"
That was it. ONE tweet.
Suddenly, a few minutes later someone tweeted me saying OMG HE FOLLOWED YOU.
I was like, huh? :?

I went to check my followers...
and there he was.
The one and only

JUSTIN BIEBER WAS FOLLOWING MEEEEE!!!!!!!!!

Oh dear lord,
I didn't believe it straight way though.
HAHA.
I went to check Justin's following list, scrolled down
and say my frickin; NAME.
AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
Was already shaking.
Still needed confirmation so I went to check my email.
I know mcm cacat kan.
and yeap, it was real alright.

JUSTIN BIEBER WAS REALLY FOLLOWING ME.

The amazing thing about it was, I only tweeted him once. :O
While other people were like tweeting him hundreds of time.
million of girls tweeting him, hundreds of times.
It still amazes me how he noticed my tweet. :D

My December wish was to get Justin to follow me before the end of 2010.
It came true :)

I always thought it was impossible.
But it isn't.
So to those who are till trying.
Don't give up.

NEVER SAY NEVER :)

The BOMB

2010-12-18T11:57:00.003+08:00

Isn't he just so cute? yeap :)
That's Justin with his little sister Jazmyn.
Cute huh? I think so.

Anyways, something super duper unbelievably amazing happened last night.
Brings me shivers just talking bout it. HAH
So Justin was tweeting, and when that happens my timeline would be flooded with mentions of Justin.
I do it too, every time he's on I tweet him and hope to get noticed.
I mean it's hard, nearly 7 million beliebers are prolly tweeting him and
he doesn't follow me so that makes it a billion times a harder.

I tweeted him saying " Justin Bieber, My Worlds Acoustic is the BOMB right there, you're voice sounds super sexy".
Then suddenly I was getting a whole lot of retweets, like nearly 30 people.
I'm not twitter famous so that rarely happens.
Kinda suprised.
I checked my mentions and somebody tweeted me sayin "OMG he noticed you"
I was like huh?
I looked thru Justin's profile and had the shock of my life!

JUSTIN DREW BIEBER RETWEETED MY TWEET!!!!

no wonder I was getting a whole of retweets and followers :O
Like OMB OMB OMB!!!
He noticed me!!!! AAAAHHHH
I jumped out of my chair and started jumping and screaming.
I was even shaking I tell you.
It was like 2 in the morning so mum was like, "what's wrong with you"
I told her and she was like good for you. Mum's a belieber too btw :D

I still can't get over it. Its just mind boggling.
It might not seem like a big deal to you guys,
but it is to me so DON'T HATE.
It means a LOT to me.
Like I said million of girls were prolly tweeting him at the same I was
SO yeah it's a bloody huge deal actually :D

And like I've gained 100 followers overnight.
A MAH ZING :O

Hopefully he'll follow me soon.
NeverSayNever :)

Mum and Me

2010-12-14T23:25:00.002+08:00

I'm in Melaka with mummy :)
She has a meeting and asked me to come along.
We'll be here till Thursday
Mum will be having her meetings
aannnddd
I'll be stuck in the hotel room with nothing to do -_-
Oh well, thank god for the fast internet.
heeeee :)
and plus, this place is really pretty

Pretty Messed Up

2010-12-14T23:19:00.003+08:00

Out with the gang yesterday.
It was nice to see them all.
But to be honest,
yesterday was just horrible.
Got home feeling pissed off.
But, I felt better before going to bed
Thanks :)

A Tangled Tale

2010-12-11T15:30:00.002+08:00

Went to catch a movie with Miss Julia yesterday.
We watched Rapunzel.
I've always been a huge fan of Disney films and those fairytale happy ending stuff :)
It was a funny movie, sweet too.
and as always...
Happy Ending of course :)

It All Begins

2010-12-10T01:18:00.003+08:00

It's 1.20am 10th December 2010 :)
A year ago today, I was the happiest girl.
and to my surprise,
Today, I still am :D
I'm happy.

And I have YOU to thank for it.
You're the one that's always making me laugh.
The one that comes up with the most ridiculous jokes
The one that's full of nonsense.
If it weren't for you,
I would not be as happy as I am now.
I would prolly be drowning myself in self pity. YES.
I'm sure of it.

I'm smiling as I write this, coz at exactly this moment you're making me smile and laugh.
I'd never thought that I'd be able to got thru all that hurt.
But here I am.

A year ago today, I was happy to be with him.
TODAY, I am grateful to have YOU in my life. and I am happier than ever.

It's good to know that I will always have you :)

Batman's Girl ;)

2010-12-07T00:15:00.004+08:00

This right here is my best friend.
JULIA NEO ABDULLAH :)

She's currently addicted to batman right now.
Why? I have no idea -_-
In other news,
It her birthday today.

HAPPY SWEET 16 BITCH ♥

Finally :)